Jesus is the Reason for the Season

A friend gave me a copy of the following and I thought it was worth sharing :)

Can't believe we're ten days away from Christmas. I have done SOOOOO much in preparation for the special day and have enjoyed the season very much. However, there are still several important things that I had hoped to do waiting on my to-do list. I must buckle down and finish them up. In the meantime, may this make you smile as you take a moment to read it through, and truly rejoice in what it means for those who have accepted Jesus as their Savior!!


Jesus is the Reason for the Season!

Santa lives at the North Pole
JESUS is everywhere

Santa rides in a sleigh
JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water

Santa comes but once a year
JESUS supplies all your needs

Santa comes down your chimney uninvited
JESUS stands at your door and knocks. . . and then enters your heart

You have to stand in line to see Santa
JESUS is as close as the mention of His name

Santa lets you sit on his lap
JESUS lets you rest in His arms

Santa Doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, What's your name?"
JESUS knew our name before we did. Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too. He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads.

Santa says, "You better not cry."
JESUS says, "Cast all your cares on me for I care for you."

Santa's little helpers make toys
JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes and builds mansions

Santa may make you chuckle but
JESUS gives you joy that is your strength

Santa puts gifts under your tree
JESUS became our gift and died on the tree

It's obvious there is really no comparison.
JESUS is still the reason for the season.

THankful that it's Wednesday!

God has been so good to me and my family this last year. It would take Santa a year to read the list of all the wonderful things God has done, so 5 or 6 things a day, barely scratch the surface. However, it is a way to summarize in quantities palatable to the fast paced reading culture we are in. Longer post for another day. :)

Windows: With screens so that I can open them and let the fresh air in. We have had wasps get in our house the last few times we have opened the windows (screens with holes) and so I've missed being able to open them this week during the nice weather!

Egg Nog: Last year I didn't have any, and so this year I bought it early. One sip and everything starts reminding me of Christmas!

Defrosters: THis morning was the first time I had frozen precipitation on my window...very thankful for defrosting capabilities in the car!!

New Curtains: Did some decorating last night. Guest room is now my favorite!

Earrings: Accessorize! I love being a girl and all the fun "extras" we get to use to express our style :)

Sanctification: My Savior always deserves the greatest thanks, and tonight I am super grateful for the sanctification process. I also love knowing that it is a process!! Each day is part of it, and we have grace enough for each day.

Dominos: The game that is. Good for days that you need to last all day!

Animals: I'm so glad that God loves animals...they are my favorite lap buddies :)

Yummy Pumpkin Dip: I love trying new recipes, and this one will make a nice Thanksgiving treat. Might raid the fridge for a pre-eating!

Mon-Tues-day of Gratitude

So, I missed yesterday's list due to a multitue of projects, so one thing I'm thankful for is the completion of those important tasks! I am a day behind an postin and will work on catching up :o)


Mom: My mom deserves a novella, but for the sake of a brief posting, please know she is amazing and has always done everything she could to show her love and support in my life. And she is coming to visit tomorrow!! M can also stand for Mother-in-law, of which I also have the best: her love and support of my husband as he was growing up helped prepare him for "us"--familial blessings all around.

One Skein Scarves: The perfect evening passtime. Both productive and fun.

Never ending security: Found in Christ and overcomes all fears and insecurities if we call on Him.

Dad: My dad is terrific, and I'm blessed to have him in my life. He too has done imeasurable numbers of things to encourage and support me. Can't wait to see him tomorrow!! My Dad-in-law is also a blessing. He lives out many of the same servant minded traits that I see in Justin. Praie the Lord!

Angle food cake: you can eat the whole thing and not even feel full :)

Yogurt: Braums frozen yogurt. Great refreshment any time of year

Thankfulness, Thankfulness is what I long for

Sunday

Scripture: I am so thankful to live in a place where it is legal to own and read the bible wherever and whenever!!

Unity: I love being part of a group of believers, small or large, where the diversity of standards, personalities, interests, tastes, hobbies, languages, maturity and age are overcome because of a single love of Jesus Christ.

Neighbors: What better place to start being Jesus to people than in your own neighborhood or complex!

Dessert: All kinds of dessert, as long as something sweet follows the main meal :) Loooove it!

Airconditioning: I'm not sure how long it would take me to get used to Texas heat with no air. It can be done, but I am grateful I haven't had to learn.

Yiddish: "Oy!" is one of the best exclamations ever used. Meeting other people who use the phrase always makes me smile :)

Give Thanks with a Grateful Heart

Saturday

Sergio: our friendly little kitty (little may not be the best adjective) has made our home so much fun. He is friendly, social, quiet, talented, and sweet. Whenever I sit on the couch, he comes up to at least partially perch on my lap or arm.

Ability: I'm thankful for the ability to use all five senses. I can see, hear, smell, touch, and taste the things God has created, as well as learn how to use the spiritual abilities He has given. I can sing praises to His name and hear the voices of a choir that blows my mind away, knowing that it's like experiencing a glimpse of heaven. I can tell others what God has done, and touch the lives of those around me as the Holy Spirit prompts.

Timepieces: I'm not speaking of a watch fetish, but rather decorative clocks. Time is one of the essentials of each day, and the atmosphere and character that a good clock adds to a home, makes it an essential for keeping order in zones: both comfort and time.

Unalienable rights: Enough said.

Races: Red, brown, yellow, black and white, they are precious in His sight! The more opportunity I have to fellowship with people from around the world, the more I see and appreciate the creativity and variety of our Awesome God! It's a blessing to me just learning what life is like in another culture.

Date night: I love it when my husband takes me out, surprises me or joins me in spontenaeity. Camping out in the livingc room is one of my favorite abnormal activities :)

Active Listening: One of the greatest ways I feel loved and try to show love is when someone listens to what is on my heart with both eyes and both ears. When someone asks questions that dig deeper into the topic, and show interest into what the speaker is saying, it shows that he cares about the speaker. I think it means so much because it requires selflessness: putting someone's interests about one's own interest and time.

Yams: Ok, not yams but sweet potatos: baked. And don't forget the butter and brown sugar. Yum!

Thankful Heart

It's FRIDAY!

I"m thankful for the sweet FRIENDS that God has placed into my life at each point in the journey. I am blessed to have so many people that I still keep in touch with even though I've moved away, or they've got kids, or however else the circumstances may have changed.

I'm thankful for RAIN. Really I am. Even when I think I'd like sunshine better, I know the rain is good for the ground, good for God's creation, and it makes for a cozy evening at home around a warm fire :)

I'm thankful for ICE. How else would we get to enjoy cold beverages, ice cream, ice packs, ice cycles, Disney on ice, ice skating, ice hockey, or ice melting off the crystal trees in the middle of winter!

I'm thankful for DADS who love their kids, support their families, and model Christ for the next generation.

I'm thankful for ADULT friendships throughout my lifetime that nurtured, trained, befriended and lived as great examples of men and women after God's own heart. Their example and investment into my life has helped mold me into the woman I am today.

I'm thankful for YESTERDAY: a constant reminder of our mighty God and how He blesses us daily, as well as how much we rely on His grace for our very lives.

Giving Thanks

It's a week until Thanksgiving, and I am so excited. Going to have a great time with family, and enjoy a few days off of work. Most importantly, it will be a specific time set aside to thank God for the many blessings He's given.

I hope to post everyday from now until Thanksgiving day, with a list of things to be thankful for: one for each letter in the spelling of that day of the week. We should live daily with thanksgiving on our lips, but it takes practice. So, here it goes!!

Thursday-
Time: A new day every day with new mercies and the strength of the Lord.
Health: I'm grateful to God for the health that Justin and I have experienced so far this season! Understanding: I'm thankful for my best friend and husband, who is gifted with the ability to be understanding even when he doesn't understand!
Righteousness: The Imputed righteousness through Christ alone
Savior: Without my Savior Jesus Christ, I would have no purpose for the past, power for the present, or promise for the future.
Driving: How much of the country, and other countries would I have missed if it weren't for the ability to drive!
Apple Cider: Such a special fall treat, and the perfect accompaniment for a napping blanket and a good book.
Yearbooks: I don't think I will ever tire of looking back through all the pictures and remembering so many fun times and great people!

What are you thankful for today? Let His praises be on your lips!

A Word From Beth Moore...May you also be encouraged

I found this today and wanted to share it!

http://vimeo.com/7442184

Making Good Decisions

I read a bit of a cyber friend's blog this morning where she confirmed that I am not the only one who is afraid of failing, or making the wrong decision, and on top of that, try everything possible not to make choices that will cause me to fail, regret, or be discouraged.

Although I've had many, two decisions in particular come to mind when I reflect upon past forks-in-the-road, and the tiring mental/spiritual tennis match that accompanies the effort to make the right decision:
1.) What to do after college
2.) Am I suposed to marry Justin Copling.

In both cases, I am thankful to say I have no regrets, and am also grateful for the wisdom of friends and family that helped me pray, decipher, and come to a healthy decision. Their wise counsel has stuck with me to this moment.

The question of "how do I know God's will?" is one that every Christian faces continually throughout his life. When we focus on our end of the situation-how it will affect us, what happens if I don't like the decision once it's made, what will people think of me-it is a daunting task. Pretty much impossible because of all the factors and people involved in our situation.

What many people don't realize is that it doesn't have to be so complicated. When our focus is on God and obeying what we know He has already told us to do, the unknown pieces do fall into place. Often the hard part is fighting our selfish urge to know NOW instead of waiting on God.

Our pastor spoke on Proverbs 3:5-6 this weekend, and while I took enough notes to practically repeat the sermon here, I will simply share the application he gave: tests for good decision making.

1. Scriptural test: Has God already spoken about it in His Word?
2. Secrecy test: Would it bother me if everyone knew this was my choice?
3. Survey test: What if everyone followed my example?
4. Spiritual test: Am I being pressured or Spirit-led?
5. Stumbling test: Could this cause another person to stumble?
6. Serenity test: Have I prayed and received peace about the decision?
7. Sanctification test: Will this keep me from growing in the character of Christ?
8. Surpreme test: Does this glorify God?
9. Significance test: If it passes all the other tests, and you love Jesus more than anything and want to please Him, than make the choice and go for it! (Decisions do exist that have no direct right or wrong)

We must know God and trust Him if we are to know His will. Put those things in order, and He will make our paths straight.

Several of the tests above helped me with my decision to move to Texas after college as well as my decision to marry Justin (one of the best decisions I've EVER made). Have you used any of these tests in your decision making? Is it hard to wait on God when you're praying about a decision?

Please share any lessons you've learned in decision making-whether good or bad!

Limitless, Abounding Love

I love the body of Christ, and I'm thankful to be part of a local body that is on fire for Christ and challenging it's members to grow and to serve. My current small group is also evidence that God is moving and altering our comfort zones with the purpose of making us more effective for His kingdom.

One of the ways I like to season my worship is with a visit to a local messianic Jewish worship service. Once a month, I attend a short dance class where anyone who wishes may learn a couple of dances to participate in the service, and then attend the worship time. The service includes a reading of the Torah, and a few other traditional Jewish prayers and blessings, and the worship is a blend of more traditional Jewish praise music and modern worship songs. Geoffrey Cohen (Pastor: Jewish Ministries) teaches with a style that that bridges Jewish history with The Gospel of Yeshuah: Jesus Christ the Savior of all people.

Last night was the October service and once again, God blessed my socks off by meeting me in worship and using the pastor to teach me something new. My favorite part was the pastor's testimonial that happened the week before: one of His personal life highlights!!

While he was in the Ukraine last week teaching, he had the opportunity to have lunch with three Jews who had escaped the prison camps during the Holocaust. For about twenty minutes Geoffrey talked to them about how much God loved them, even with all that they had been through, He cared for them and wanted to bring peace to their lives. When he finished, one gentleman (who had been saved at 16 when he miraculously escaped a terrible mass killing) told Geoffrey that he spoke with such conviction and passion that he couldn't deny what was being said. And he invited Jesus Christ into His life as His Savior, right there. After over 60 years as a Holocaust survivor and living as a Jew, the love of Christ reached down into His life and competed His salvation...this time, spiritually. (You can hear the entire message at the link below)
http://gateway.vo.llnwd.net/o25/audio/Jewish/2009/20091009_TheComingKingdom.mp3

Stories like that give me chills when I think about how God is always working behind the scenes to soften the hearts of the people whom He loves. And sometimes, we might be the one He wants to use to plant another seed, or as in Mr. Cohen's story, actually pluck the harvest. Our God wants all to know Him, regardless of religion, race, location, age, or circumstances. He is Awesome!! Praise His name!

It's not unpreparedness...just disobedience

When God calls, He is prepared. Not just to handle our iffy responses like Moses' "I'm not a good speaker" or Gideon's "we don't have enough money, and I'm the least in my family." You've made similar excuses at some point. "Even mission trips costs too much money," or "I don't know all the answers." When God calls us to something, large or small, if it takes us out of our comfort zone, it's easy to list the reasons we can't do what He's asked: excuses given in fear. Gideon

The funny thing is, He never asks us to do something He isn't prepared to equip us for. Both Moses and Gideon succeeded in the thing God called them to. Not because they contained within themselves the ability or strength, but because when they obeyed, THEN God used His power to make up the gap in their human contribution. Moses

Recently, God opened a door for me that if I had not stepped through, I would not have experienced the miracle of Him working behind the scenes. I knew that I was teetering on the edge of going further in obedience to Him than I had before, and I was afraid. What came out of my mouth was not a fluent, professional speech, but a humble, timid, obedient statement. And what I heard in response, was resounding agreement. God had prepared the ground ahead of me, and had I not asked the questions, I would not have known God's power in the situation.

How many times do we miss out on the blessing of seeing God work because we deny Him the chance to show us His power. And how exhilarating it is to know God wants to use us, and can if we just obey.

How is God raising the bar in your life? What does/has He asked you to do for Him that you need to obey?

And what is your story of God's blessing in your life because you obeyed? I would love to hear about the miracles He's shown you, because you allowed Him to prepare when you obeyed!!

All comments welcome.

Adventure Kitty!

Our precious black kitty has made a full life out of his nine years. At this stage, I think he qualifies as retired, but he will not give up the opportunity for adventure. Whether it's an open closet door, a closed cabinet he thinks should be open, or a fuzzy rug begging him to play rough, Sergio is up for the challenge.


Last week we had a cricket in our apartment. Thankfully, he didn't make much noise and so Justin and I didn't lose any sleep. However, Sergio found him fascinating and the first chance he had to pounce, he did.

Now, I must catch you up on the facts. Sergio used to be a great outdoor hunter, and even a good fighter who's reputation preceded him (I heard the stories, even though he didn't belong in our home until the last year). But, as is the fate of many domesticated kitties, Sergio had his front paws declawed-and he has been king of the indoors ever since.

When Sergio found the cricket, he brought him to the living room-his boxing ring, if you will-and made the most of his find. Without claws, he had no sword power, but his batting and catching skills matched even that of a young kitten. Up in the air Sergio would toss little Jimminy, and then hold him to the carpet with his paws. Carefully, he'd release him just to watch him for signs of life, then pounce on him before the little cricket even had a chance to catch his breath.

Heroic in his endeavors, the pride over his victory was evidenced by his smug face, and the licking of his lips as he swallowed the 5th of six crunchy legs. His predator instincts satisfied as his hunter DNA released on the poor little insect.

Of course, we were happy to see the bug go, and to know that our king of the jungle has not lost his wild skill.

In Memory 9/11

I was a senior in high school the evening of 9-11-01, and had an accounting test as part of my homeschool co-op. None of us could believe we were still holding class, especially because we had a scheduled test. However, our teacher explained the importance of staying focused and moving ahead, even in the midst of tragedy, so following a prayer for our nation and families directly affected by the plane crashes, we proceeded with our test.

The rule was that when we finished a test and turned it in, we could quietly occupy ourselves with reading or whatever until everyone in the class was finished. Following the submission of my exam, I decided to write a poem and this is what poured out, almost word for word without stopping. Sometimes lyrical poetry is the easiest way to turn something over to God, and to pray, and to try to encourage others.

God Is Good

God is good, all of the time,
When I'm poor as a mouse and don't have a dime.
He loves me even when I'm ungrateful,
He's always near me, ever faithful.

Rejoice in the Lord, all you peoples of the earth,
For He is the sole One responsible for your birth.
He knit you creatively piece by piece,
And made you a daughter, a grandpa, a niece.

If God cares for birds who are so tiny and small,
Won't He watch over you both short and tall?
Praise Him above with all of your heart,
For all He has done for us from the start.

He gave us salvation, took our sins away,
Repent to Him now, just do it today.
Christ gave up His live so that I may live,
I'm so very thankful that I am His.

So now during trial of life and of patience,
I look to Him to uphold me with His graciousness.
I know for certain that I am loved,
And always watched from up above.

God is in control, He always is,
His mercy and grace He surely will give.
I'll make it through this uncertain time,
For God is good, all of the time.

Windy night in the big D!

If you ever need help blowing up an air mattress, I have the ccontact for you! My soon-to-be 16 year old cousin (Danny) has the mad skill to not only play baseball like a star in the making and to drive his sweet Ford Focus like a pro, but he also has enough air to get his bed firm and comfy when the pump gives out!

I pride myself in knowing that I can accommodate up to four extra people in in my two bedroom apartment because of my double guest bed, and my queen air mattress. Not only that, I purchased a battery powered air pump to make the process simple and seamless.

What I didn't realize, was that if you leave the pump uncharged, in it's box in the closet for over a year, that it will take more than an evening to re-charge the batteries. So, at 11:00pm last night when we're preparing the beds, I whip out my pump and turn it on just to realize it's starting at only half power. When the mattress reached 4/5 capacity, my magnificent pump slowly groaned to a mild grumble with barely the strength to keep air from coming back out of the mattress.

I was worried that he was going to have to sleep with his rear end dipping to the floor through the limp air mattress, or try to fold his long body on our shorter-than-he-is couch, but at the last minute, we decided to test his lung capacity and he proved that he is truly winded-in a great way! Several power puffs, and his bed lay firm and full, ready to support a young man who earned his night of sleep :o)

On top of that, Justin and I had such a fun time eating, talking, playing cards, touring the Rangers stadium, and drinking bubble tea, that it was sad to wave goodbye this afternoon. Just another reminder how precious family is, and how grateful I am to have a family that gets excited about visits and visiting! I have been blessed abundantly!

God's Word is Alive!

One of the gifts I received for my birthday last year was a daily verse calendar (thanks Nicole!). It sits just to the right of my computer at work, and every morning I look forward to turning the next page and reading a verse to get me started for the day. If I were to lose that flip calendar, I would shed tears...it's such a sweet part of booting up in the morning.

The morning before our first fall bible study, I turned the calendar over and my eyes fell upon my newest favorite verses from Ephesians. Chapter 5, verses 1-2. "Therefore be imitators of God as beloved children. And walk in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God."

Immediately I snatched it up as my personal theme verse for the 12 week bible study in Romans, and I shared it with the ladies that night. If studying God's word together should do anything it should challenge us to be more like Christ. Ever since then, the Lord has been using it in my life, in conjunction with other verses and reminders, to cut out habits, behaviors and attitudes that don't belong in a heart seeking after God's own.

Verse one is my favorite part thus far in my study. "Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children." To take the verse in context, I looked back at what Paul had been saying in the verses just before 5:1. He was challenging the Ephesians to let go of their life before Christ, and everything that went with it. Anger, malice, and all evil speaking was to be put aside, and instead put on the new self, found in redemption through Christ Jesus, and "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another as God in Christ forgave you" (Ephesians 4:32).

So when Paul says, "Therefore," he is saying that because we have Christ living in us to defeat the sinful and selfish ways of living as we did before, and now that we have a new life with Power to love each other, in doing that we ought imitate our Lord.

The image that came to mind when I focused on imitating was that of a small child. One who is old enough to make decisions about how to treat his friends and how to respond to his parents, but who is young enough to know that the way Mom and Dad do things is the best way. For example, when a small child helps her friend up after a fall at the playgound, and then offers to "kiss it to make it better." Or the way young boys start holding doors open for their mother and sister because that is what he witnessed dad doing. In similar fashion, we are to imitate our heavenly Father who loves us and desires what is best for us. The way we serve, the things we think about, and how we treat others, are all ways to imitate the behavior of Christ.

But not only is it a "beloved" image, that of a child copying his parents, but it is also one of the highest callings we'll ever have, because it requires us not only to modify our behavior but also to prune the very heart condition that motivates our lives. Christ didn't live perfectly because He had to, He did so because His very nature demanded it. On top of that, Paul didn't make it optional. "Therefore, be." Not, "If you feel like it try," or "On good days, do..." but "because you have been saved, do as Christ did." Our new nature should become like that of Christ so that we can't help but behave like Him.

That's a high charter to uphold, and requires much more than simply loving our neighbor, feeding the poor, and studying the scriptures. It also means we must be vigilant against sin, and use the power of the Holy Spirit to help us cut off those dead branches of bad habits, less than perfect thought life, sub par television choices, and earthly pursuits. Maybe the rotten fruit that needs pruning is more internal: pride, selfishness, jealously, laziness, or apathy. Whatever it is, we have no other choice than to evaluate and break out the trimmers.

So, that's where I am now. Holding the trimmers and trying to decide where to start. It's an exciting and nerve wracking adventure that is sure to alter the way we live, if we will but take Him seriously. And it will definitely lead to producing more fruit: aren't flower gardens the most beautiful in the days following the Gardner's pruning spree?

I ask you to consider what God might be asking you to cut off from your life, and also, to hold me accountable to what He has begun in my soul!!

"Don't take lightly the things of our God, but rather step lightly to follow where He has led."

I Just Can't Seem to Quit

Why is it that when it comes to fleshly habits, routines or addictions (here after all are referred to as addictions-more or less they can all be categorized as such) it is difficult almost beyond physical ability, to overcome them. Just getting to the point of being willing to want to stop smoking, drink less, eat better, or watch less is a feat in itself. Once the decision for improvement is finally made, the plan for execution is created, and a time frame established, ACTION is required. But for some reason, it is not uncommon for us to need to start over and even re-vamp our strategy before we find the type of success we dreamed up in our head.

And while it is possible to make progress, change habits, and break free of addictions (one of the greatest success stories belongs to my grandfather-to be shared in a later post), the feeling that "I just can't seem to quit" often leads the charge and postpones the want to attitude which is the muscle of change.

"I just can't seem to quit...smoking."

"I just can't seem to quit...staying up too late."

"I just can't seem to quit...drinking one too much."

"I just can't seem to quit . . ." you fill in the blank.

Why can we rationalize the difficulties in "quitting," while at the same time we can't start other things, like memorizing scripture, choosing church over sports, family over work, or devotions over tv or a good book?

What transformation could take place in our lives if instead of spending so much effort on physically overcoming something in the flesh, we were so passionate for the things of God that we were addicted to His Word, His will, His church, and His Spirit until it began to squeeze the desires of the flesh out of our lives just because there wasn't room?

Could we, then, have the following problems:

"I just can't seem to quit reading my Bible."

"I just can't seem to quit reciting that scripture."

"I just can't seem to quit bringing Jesus up in conversation throughout the day" ?

The cry of my heart is to pant for God's Word like a deer pants for water. That I can't sit still until I've met with Him in person. That my day doesn't seem right until I've showered my soul with His Spirit. That I can't possibly go to bed without one more glass of His grace. To seek Him until "I just can't seem to quit."

Psalm 42:1 "As a deer pants for flowing streams,
so pants my soul for you, O God."

My Mini Miracle and Minor Mishap . . .

. . . Also known as I have real fingernails and I burned my forearm!

The pictures don't need much explanation, but I will say that the fingernails truly are a miracle for anyone who knows me very well :o)

We were making/serving breakfast at an apartment complex, so the kitchen was CROWDED! I accidentally touched a cookie sheet to my arm while trying to find a place to set it down after taking it out of the oven! It didn't hurt for very long, but now the blister is open and it stings now as it heals. I kind of wished it were a more exciting story, but at least it's the truth :)

Christmas in July

Mmmmppphhhhh! Can you smell that? Freshley brewed coffee with hazelnut syryp and whipped topping. Gradually, my fingers and palm warm up as the heat penetrates the burgandy and gold, extra wide-rimmed coffee mug. The tall, skinny Christmas tree topped with a perfectly tied oversized bow, shimmering with lights and tinsel fills up the corner next to the couch. With my legs curled up underneath a snuggly wrapped fuzzy napping blanket and a crackling log in the fireplace across the room, my heart is home for christmas. . .

. . .okay, not literally. However, my heart is that happy.

The Lord has shown Himself merciful and good as He gives me lessons, challenges and rewards.

He speaks to us, our God, and even though sometimes we don't hear Him, His still small voice tries to get through our chaotic minds and bless our little souls! And when we do tune into His channel, the signal will only get stronger. I believe that it grows in strength relative to the amount of effort we give to listening. And He has been inviting me to pay attention and let Him into every part of my life.

This week, He's told me to write a friend a note, pray for certain hurting individuals, reminded me of my purpose on earth and that I don't (and can't) fulfill it on my own strength, as well as chided me when my selfishness threatened to overtake an opportunity to bless and honor my husband. Today alone, He has blessed me with a weekend night (Friday through Saturday) to be with my husband with both of us home from work, an encouraging note from a sister in Christ, and an answer to a two year prayer!!

So maybe Christmas as a chilly, decorative season hasn't arrived at my apartment in this 100 degree weather, but CHRIST's work is blooming in my soul as I strive to seek the Lord, know HIm better, make HIm part of my everyday life, and learn from His quiet promptings. He is always near, and that makes it always Christmas regardless of the month!

Good, Better, Best

"Good is fine until you know Better. Better looks great until you've met the Best. Never under estimate God's greatness in provision and perfection in salvation. He gave His best for us: what have you given Him? "

He is the best. And His omniscience will blow your mind.

Blame it on Jet lag or adjustment to getting up much earlier than normal, but the last two days have proven to be a struggle for my mental powers. My jumbled and overloaded brain was trying to hold everything in it, and I didn't have time to share the data, talk through the details, or type up the solutions. On top of that, I had some preparation to do at home in the evening, but found myself falling asleep before I could get to it.

My state of mind opened up the door for spiritual attack that I wasn't strong enough to address directly, and I found myself comparing my ministry to others', and stressing over my negated expectations and personal failures.

In an effort to regain steady ground, I called out a quick prayer that the Lord would take my confusion and disappointment, and replace it with humilty and proper thinking.

This is when I began to take back the spiritual ground that I had let slip, and refocused on God and His best for my life, and witnessed His miraculous hand at work for the BEST in my life.

Over a year ago, I put myself on a strict scripture memory platform. Each verse that I worked on had been typed up in color, and tacked to the note board in my office. I would refer to them throughout the week for centering and focus on the eternal. Yesterday, I looked over and my eyes fell on these verses from Romans 12:3-5 "For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith. For as we have many members in one body, and all members have not the same office: So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another."

Conviction! My spiritual goal is to be like Christ, in EVERYTHING that I do; ministry, relationships, and in business. When I allow my eyes to drift to those around me and what God has called them to, I fall short in my calling and diligence to obey God's calling and purpose in my own life. That is disappointing and defeating. God has given me gifts to use that aren't always going to be what I think they should be, based on performance or results. But that's not the point.

Eternal significance is found in doing what God called me to do, in the way He prescribes, and in His timing. Anything other than that might be good, but it is never best.

Today, as I continued working through the debate in my heart, I received completely out of the blue, an encouraging note that not only proved God's omniscient care for me with His perfect timing, but also validated my ministry involvement by saying: "God sees, and He is working in you and through you, even when you can't see the immediate results."

How amazing and profound is our God, who loves us at all times, sees us at all times, and wants us to grow. Not just when things are visibly right, but especially during those times when the results are invisible and we're acting completely in faith.

"Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness. Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:2

Exciting Reading, even for short attention spans

One of my most favorite short stories, and always good for a second read!!

http://fiction.eserver.org/short/the_most_dangerous_game.html

Read it? Let me know your thoughts.

My 2 cents have become 8 . . .

"The most exciting way to live is in the hand of God.
The most challenging way to live is daily with the Spirit.
The most rewarding way to live is minute by minute in the shadow of our Savior."

"How much more life could we live if we gave it all up today?"

"Are you spending, or investing your life?"-Chip Ingram

"Will you be remembered for your weight in gold, or your wait on God?"

"Earthly living; heavenly minded."

" Put on then, as God’s chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness humility, meekness, and patience, bearing with one another and, if one has a complaint against another, forgiving each other; as the Lord has forgiven you, so you also must forgive. And above all these put on love, which binds everything together in perfect harmony." -Colossians 3:14

"He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose." -Jim Elliot

"If Christ returns tomorrow, what will you wish you had done today?"

My heart is overflowing with gratitude, excitement, joy, and conviction as I think about all God has done, and will do in and through my life if I continually seek Him and put Him first. Greater are His ways than my ways, and His thoughts than mine! -Kari

What I Want to Do as a Grown Up, i.e. Adventures I Would Like to Have

Okay, this is a little bit of insight into "Kari's Innermost Secrets." The following list will continue to grow at times and shrink at others. I'm hoping to cross items off even as I add more. Please share your comments and wisdom regarding any you may have experienced!

Ready? Here Goes!

1. Skydive
2. See the Grand Canyon
3. Snorkel
4. Cruise
5. African Safari
6. Ride a gondola in Italy
7. Ride a helicopter
8. Go to a Professional Football Game
9. Be an extra in a big screen movie
10. See the pyramids
11. Go to Israel
12. See a Broadway Musical in NYC
13. Paris
14. London/England
15. Visit all 50 states
16. Publish a book


Note: Bold items have been accomplished

It Is Ok to Talk to Yourself!

One of my most vivid memories from chapel in college was a sermon Pastor Schettler preached on Psalm 42. I don't remember all the points in his sermon (he was very good at purposefully giving messages with alliterated points), but what I took away from it was the importance of being in control of your emotions. He painted a picture in my mind of him, talking to himself, as he used this passage of scripture.

The Psalmist is struggling, at the least with discouragement if not even depression, and opens his heart before God. "Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted in me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance. O my God, my soul is cast down within me: therefore will I remember thee from the land of Jordan, and of the Hermonites, from the hill Mizar." (Vs 5-6)

Pastor Schettler gave us the image of making your spirit, talk to your soul. "Why art thou cast down?" Challenge the negative thoughts and emotions in your heart; try to identify what is causing the sorrow. But then, speak the truth of God's promises into your soul; "Hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him . . ."

Another thing I love about this scripture, is the Psalmists openness before God. He doesn't pretend not to be upset or struggling, and in fact, whether we should or shouldn't be struggling sometimes isn't the point. But once we acknowledge that we are, we should ask God to seek out our hearts and show us what is ailing us; what areas we are falling short in. And then, give ourselves a pep talk. It may seem like the team is losing in this inning, but we know that God has the victory, therefore, we ought rejoice in Him at all times!! He will give us the strength to endure this hour, this week, this season, this life.

Not always do our struggles stem from sin either. Sometimes we struggle simply to bring about God's glory in our lives, and to grow us and those around us into stronger servants. Even in these times we must put ourselves in a chair, and speak (out loud if needed):

--"God is good. All the time. You have saved me from the fires of hell, and even now, I have the freedom to come before Your throne, to know You personally, and to lean on You. Even as I struggle, Lord, please help me to choose the right thoughts, the right actions, and the right attitude. You have blessed me, may I serve you even in this circumstance, and in spite of my sin, as You have promised not to give me more than I can handle."--

Let's hear some chatter!!!

Get Real

I love the challenge to take our Christianity more seriously. It is easy to get comfortable in our routines of devotions, church, work, over and over again.

After the first couple of weeks of our Bible study, I found myself thinking a bit along the lines of "maybe the girls should have done the Pursuit of Holiness too?" I have gone through part of it before, and I know it challenges and convicts.

However, this week in my study I have seen how in some ways, the two studies are paralleled. Maybe ours isn't as intense or in-your-face, but it is challenging me to look at my sin as SIN: bad attitudes and selfishness equal to murder and thievery. Not just a bad habit or a weakness, or another item for the prayer list. Sin, that completely displeases God and revolts His very nature of holiness. Have I really forgotten the childhood memory verse from the Roman road that teaches "the wages of sin is death"? Paul doesn't specify certain sins, he just says, the wages of sin: death.

John Bunyan said, "One leak will sink a ship; and one sin will destroy a sinner." That is all it takes, and everyone fits into the "one" category. Including me.

A challenge for me this week is this thought: "How evil is my sin to me?" Nancy DeMoss included this prayer from the Puritans in the 17th and 18th centuries:

"Unmask to me sin's deformity, that I may hate it, abhor it, flee from it. . . Let me never forget that the heinousness of sin lies not so much in the nature of the sin committed, as in the greatness of the person sinned against." (Underlining added)

My prayer is that I will confront even the "littlest" sin in my life. For the cobwebs of many small, unacknowledge sins clutter and block our view and experience of God's power in our lives as much and sometimes more than great big one. How many blessings have I missed, or caused others to miss because of my bad habit, or laziness? "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9) What a great promise. He will use us, and cleanse us: We just need to get real!

All In All

"You are my strength when I am weak,
You are the treasure that I seek,
You are my all in all.

Seeking You as a precious jewel,
Lord to give up I'd be a fool,
You are my all in all.

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all

When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all.

Jesus, Lamb of God. Worthy is Your Name.
Jesus, Lamb of God. Worthy is Your Name."

God's timing is perfect. Just a few days after writing my addictions post, today my Bible Study in Lies Women Believe covered this lie about God: that "God isn't enough."

As author Nancy Leigh DeMoss acknowledged, most of us would never admit to believing this lie. In fact, my head would say it knows this is a lie. However, belief (where the mind and heart meet) is visible through our actions, and my actions are currently telling me that I do believe this lie.

My endless and sometimes seemingly reckless pursuit of hobbies, relationships, activities, and fun new adventures as a means of satisfaction and accomplishment-even worth-will not let me avoid the issue: I'm believing this lie about our precious and Holy God.


I have been challenged to think of an action plan, to steer me away from this line of thinking. Hobbies, friendships and all other activities are not bad. They are a necessary part of living and growing. However, there is a balance, that remains so only when God fills the position of fulcrum, balancing out our life, with Him as the foundation and sustainer of purpose, and desire.

Colossians 2:9-10 says, "For in him the whole fullness of deity dwells bodily, 10and you have been filled in him, who is the head of all rule and authority."

And Paul tells us in Ephesians, that we have been adopted as His children. The way He loves and cares for Jesus, is the same level and depth of care and love He has for us. Who are what in the world can offer more than that?

My prayer is that I would diligently seek to remember no matter what, that God loves me and will take care of me. It is my choice to trust Him start believing that He is enough, so that it shows in my actions, mindset, and attitude.

Psalm 73:23-26: "Nevertheless, I am continually with you; you hold my right hand.You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will receive me to glory. Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God isthe strengthof my heart and my portion forever."

Valentine's Day

Valentines was a sweet time. Justin surprised me and took me to Cool River Cafe for dinner, and even had a bouquet of flowers ordered to be at our table when we were seated! I had been wanting to eat here for quite some time, and it was a great meal!


I did decide on the silver shoes, and felt good about my choice. The fact that Justin liked them with the dress helped too :) Now, just need to return the other two pair. Does this mean I can buy the brown pair I need?



I hope your valentines day was blessed, whether you celebrated or not. I loved the way our church emphasized remembering God's love for us on this Red and Pink weekend. It's true for all of us, single or not, God's love is the greatest gift we could ever receive, and EVERYONE is invited to partake!

Happy Valentine's Day!

Cinquain and Shopping Pain

My sweet husband has planned our valentine night on his own, and I asked him not to tell me what we were doing so it could be a surprise. All I requested was that he let me know how to dress!

He responded that I should wear the little black dress he gave me for my birthday, (necessitating the purchase of new shoes since my good heels broke in January), which in turn led to a shopping trip last night. What a bummer: a real need to shop for shoes :)

We embarked on our shoe hunt together and tackled 3 stores before we were done. I usually know what I am looking for, get it, and get out. However, I was battling the desire to play it safe (plain black heels, classy, but ordinary) and get really sassy (red pumps, or other fancy display). Tough decision for a traditionally, "don't draw attention" Kari.

The first store had both red and black. But I couldn't convince myself that I could pull of the red shoes. I really wanted a pewter heel to compliment such a classy dress, and I refused to settle at just one store.

We ventured to another store (found a brown pair that I loved, but had nothing to do with my formal attire) as well as two possibilities. Still not convinced, we walked to a last store and found the third, completely different option.

Here's the deal: All three were pretty. Two pairs of high heals--one shiny black, and the other tri-colored (black/silver/white) with an aesthetic color overlap. The third pair had a shorter heel, and was an open toe, strappy dress sandal with tastefully placed diamonds: silver.

My husband tried to follow my desperate thought patterns: "It's a short dress that really needs a heel. But the silver is classy. Yet, they cost too much! I could get the black and white and silver ones for a lot less. And when would I wear these silver shoes again? But they are so pretty! I don't know, I really think I need a taller heel."

In the end, I decided I simply could not be at peace with any one shoe until I had seen it with the dress. We bought all three (the silver costing more than the other two together) and I will try them on tonight with the dress, and take two out of the three back to the store on Sunday!

In an effort to express my shopping pains, I have written the following poem (Cinquain):

Heels

stylish, uncomfortable

accessorize, decorate, transfigure

every black dress necessity

femenine

Addicted to Addictions

Bubble tea. Friend time. Treats. Surprises. Dessert. Eating out. Making plans. Crochet. AFV. Dreaming about the future. Thinking up ministry opportunities.

I'm addicted.

The more I thought about it , I realized, that I am addicted to BEING addicted. I get some of my biggest kicks out of the next exciting thing, big plan, or simple bubble tea.

The excitement of being excited has become the pattern for my life.

As my husband and I are trying to buckle down and pay off our loans as quickly as possible, I'm finding myself experiencing withdrawals from all the excitement; and a new addiction to saving as much money as possible.

This can't be good. Although each thing is harmless in itself, the realization of how much I depend upon these things for excitement throughout the week was really humbling. And I think the next few months will be a detox period for me: a time to get a grip on what drives me and gives me energy and purpose.

I know God is the giver of life, and that He gives me purpose and a plan, but I must truly seek the meaning of putting HIm first in everything, and letting Him be enough. My All in All. My Everything!

Any suggestions from your own personal experience?

Who are you rubbing off?

"As water reflects a face, so a man's heart reflects the man." -Proverbs 27:19

"For out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks." -Matthew 12:34

"In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works, and give glory to your Father who is in heaven." -Matthew 5:16

"Every life is a profession of faith, and exercises an inevitable and silent influence." -Henri Frederic Amiel

Every little thing that we say and do leaves a whiff of ourselves behind.

What are you filling your mind and heart with each day, so that when you rub off on someone, they smell Jesus? Is your perfume one that induces headaches and a rash? Could it be such a shallow scent, that it isn't even strong enough for others to notice or remember?

Or do your habits include such soulful cleansing and communion, that Christ touches and lingers after your each encounter?

Lord, may You be my reason for getting out bed, for spending time in Your word, and be the foundation of my thoughts. As the Psalmist says, "Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in thy sight." I want You to rub off on those I come into contact with each day, that You may receive honor and glory. Amen.

The Path of Life

"You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence..." Psalm 16:11

There is peace in knowing what is to come: for the day ahead-the hour at hand. We take courage in making plans for the future, and filling our agenda to be sure we get everything done.

I love planning. I am most productive when I have a list made of everything I need to accomplish, and a time line of when it will all happen. And in doing that, it is also easy for me to overlook anything (and sometimes anyone) that is not on my list for that period of time. Granted, I'll get a lot done, but maybe that isn't the point.

The Psalmist reminds me that in Christ-our Lord and Savior, and Heavenly Father-we have a very simple agenda. "The way of life," as he put it, while often a deeply sought after mystical answer in the mids of some, is grounded in the source of Life: Christ Himself.

We are told to love the Lord our God with all our heart, soul, and mind. That is the path of life, and God blesses obedience and provides His joy. Not just when things are going well, and everything on my list is crossed off, but also when I'm ill, when I want to be grumpy, when finances are low, when the house isn't clean, when my friend is hurting, when I cannot understand: His joy can prevail.

The result of our obedience and its effect on others may never fully be known to us. God has laid down a narrow path, but does not restrict the way our example of trust, obedience and joy will bless others. That is the other part of His plan: to use our obedience to bring others to Him, to show people He cares, and that they too can know the path of life.

May I work to always put Christ first on my to-do list, with all my heart, soul and mind, so that the things that do get accomplished each day may reflect His joy, bless another's soul, and make others want to know Him more.

What's In a Name Re-post from my xanga, January 2006 (Pastor Graham sermon reminded me of this post)

Depends on whom you ask, I suppose, but names are more than labels. They are very personal representations of individuals, with personality, imagination, and countenance. When a person thinks of your name, they think of you and all that makes you you. Maybe it's your smile, your warm hug, your laugh, the way you listen to a friend as he pours out his heart. Maybe you are a servant and give of yourself for others, or perhaps you are an athlete, and everybody knows what you would rather be doing.

Regardless what you are known for, when your name is mentioned a mental image is formed, and the speaker is thinking of you. Not the girl from your fourth grade class that shared your name. Not the man in the grocery store that answered to what you thought was your friend calling you. In fact, they are talking about the singular, and unique YOU.

I have often wondered if people with the same name behave the same and share personality traits. Or, do people become who they are in part because of their name? What about in the Bible, when parents named their kids according to current events, or supernatural happenings? Did that play a role in who the children became? I guess that is one thing to ask God when I get to heaven.

But consider it...what kind of an image pops into others heads when your name is mentioned? Are you leaving the kind of character in each step behind you that others would admire or desire?

Would someone refuse to name their child with "your name" because of your reputation, or would they proudly pass it on with prayers that their child will have similarities to your Godly character?

Something to think about.